i...sickness

its fridAy...i got lab exam this mOrning...
H*ll its s*ck !! i can't finishEd it cOmpletely...:(
then brEakfast n bAck tO hOstel...
arOund 2.++ pm, i think abOut gOing Out tO kk...
i waNt tO cHange tHe CD i bOUght few weEks agO...
i useless..apaka...mO juaL agK2 r...

whiLe lOoKing aT the mIrRor grOoming2 mysElf i reaLize sOmthing !!!
YA ALLAH !!!!
whats in my eyes...hOw lOng its bEen there ???? lots of Q running in my hEad...
its make me scared..realy2 scarEd...i neEd tO gO to the dOctoR...
nOt onLy fOr my long-distance cOuGh bUt fOr thiS as wEll...

nOw i'm in the library dOIng my ISO17025 assignment n looking 4 info..
info bOUt what the doctor said last time...its about thyrid...
its a CANCER !!! cause from the throat... OMG... why i'd to suffer to many *#*# things...hmmm :'(

i take it calmly as a test fRom tHe GOD...
sO tO anYoNe thAt realize bOut me..yes i'm lOOsing mAss due tO this...
i'd alreaDy thin n nOw u know la... hmmm
nEed tO out..daA

p/s:i'd found my ring...at least there is good news today...